-- Anatoly, don't think about yourself. Forget it. Think about me. Think about what you can understand. Think about that you can enjoy. Think about your life, not about yourself. Do you understand the difference?
It wasn't a voice, it was like in a dream, where nobody speaks, but you know what is said.
-- Anatoly, keep writing, my man. Keep writing and don't think about "after"? Keep thinking, keep living. Don't give up, please. Anatoly, do it, I want to hear your thoughts...
Yes, I understand it. I know that it better to think about little things... "Think big"? We can't thing about anything really big, only feel it.
It's difficult to die.
Summary
Interesting that the Millenium of Woman (The Holy Ghost) coinsides with the time of Redemtion of Lucifer...
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"After Now" and "Now" have different meaning in eternity. Does it mean that eternity is a "moment"? What is "Next"? Another eternity? This is the only way to value both the eternity and the moment. Of course, I was aware that we have to say goodbye, he could not go further with me. There was death ahead of me, something he dreamed about, but had no gift for.-- You see, you fear it... and this is a difference. You live. Tell me about it, about your horror, about the pain of the thought of dying...
After my long journey with Lucifer I thought of him as a child. Only a child could have no sense of death. Him, God, all of them, the immortals, Tolstoy and Dostoevsky, you name it, I feel as if I am the only adult around, because I was still alive. Some of them knew what I am going through. Yes, all of them, except for one, him, Lucifer. Maybe that was the punishment he recieved...
